1906-2008 1994l-243 20thcentury 4-methylenedioxyamphetamine albert autobiography ayelet bio026000med102000psy020000 biography chemicallyinduced chemistry chemists depressedpersons drugtherapy ecstasy(drug) hallucinations hallucinogenicdrugs hallucinogens healthwaldman history hofmann lsd(drug) manic-depressiveillness manic-depressivepersons medical mentalhealth metaphysical mind-bodyrelations mindandbody myronj n-methyl-3 neuropsychology newyork personalmemoirs pharmacists premenstrualdysphoricdisorder psychobiology psychology stolaroff switzerland therapeuticuse treatment wm171 wz100h697l2013